What have I become?

Seems like I've allowed myself to use FaceBook as a vehicle to voice my rants be it with future in-laws, friends, supposed family, the environment, race relations, the economy, the previous administration, what i want from & in life, the music industry, the sports industry, the movie industry, any industry for that matter...i would find anything & everything to formulate an opinion on...someone very close to me turned to me & said you're opinionated...i think she was afraid i would form an opinion on her comment & fly off the handle...to my amazement, i didn't...i just laid there...thoughts about thoughts tried to overtake my mind & come up with a quick response but like Mute Math i had "No Response." Not a word, not a sound...the silence was amazing even to me...Since then i have been thinking about what she said...i went back & retraced everything i've said about & to everyone...i thought about my posts on FaceBook...I thought about how the energy i've put out there can some day come back to me...is this a gag order on my passion???...i wouldn't classify it as that...let's just say i've shed my grunts, my extreme opinions on matters, my desire to even voice such things & have turned a new leaf...i know a few people out there are saying "yeah, right" or "we'll see how long this lasts." well, i figured that if i continued on that path i wouldn't last as long as i'd like...you see, the problems with all i've said aren't even problems with the situations...they were feelings that were triggered by the situations that i haven't even begun to address at that time...well, now is the time...so, if there's anyone i've offended then my sincerest apologies...